danger de lux: where i’ve been

I’m sure you have noticed the crickets chirping around here lately, perhaps you’ve seen a tumbleweed or two? I would love to say I’ve been off having the time of my life and thus just have not had time to write, but that’s not why it’s been so quite around here. The truth is I’ve changed jobs….AGAIN! And this time around, I have been busy with work…I am always busy with work, but its different this time. I work 6 days a week and sometimes pick up extra shifts at ol’ Rowena if I can, which means, working 14-16 days in a row, which is fine, it’s what I am use to. My new job however is in the corporate retail world…don’t judge…and it is draining! Plus I am struggling with the fact that I am back in the mall….right where I started 12 years ago.

The company I work far is great thus far…it’s a small big box store, which means, you are not just a number. But alas, I do not get to dress nice at work….something I have been missing since the summer. It is a casual clothing store, which means leggings, hoodies, converse, etc. This is fine every now and again, but I am back to where I was at the gym….just not feeling myself.

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My lack of personal identity and the draining, soul sucking environment that is retail, in the mall, at the holidays, has gotten me feeling blue. Stick on top of that my moral hate for the mall and over consumption of fast fashion goods, and you best believe  I have been feeling unmotivated to blog. But, it pays the bills…and that is what is important, right….? If you could see me right now, you would notice I am shaking my head “no” as I write.

8048da528c90a09ed8e7976dcff0fea6But every morning, I pull on my big girl pants and make the best of it, because everything is temporary and I know there is a lot I can learn from  my new job, which may come in handy one day, if I ever get around to opening my own store ( a very far fetched dream)

I hope to make more time to blog and have some post ideas ready to go, so here’s to the new year, full of new experiences and new opportunities! This year I am hoping to do more photoshoots ( photographers, Im looking at you), take some time to relax ( vegas, anyone?), reach my fitness goals ( buns of steel, here I come), and really grow my blog into what I know it can be!

Don’t stray too far cats and kittens, because I promise ( i mean it this time) I have more posts coming up real soon!

xoxo

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4 thoughts on “danger de lux: where i’ve been

  1. My daughter and I have been following your blog since the early Rowena days. I love your enthusiasm for “gently loved” pieces and your blog in my inbox is always a treat. When I was about your age, working retail and waitressing to pay for school and life, I hated the consumer greed at the mall, and working there over the holidays was soul sucking. But then Spring would come again and the fun would start again. Life comes in cycles, you’re just in the down cycle right now, it’s natural. Work your way back up to the top, the air is so much cleaner up there and you can see the future with more optimism and ease. Good Luck. And keep writing!

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